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Judas Commits Suicide 

April 7, 30 CE (Friday)

Overwhelmed by guilt and in a state of despair, Judas hanged himself with his belt in the Valley of Hinnom. When the knot failed, he fell to his death on the rocks below.

Judas Commits Suicide
  • Summary

    As Jesus was on the way to Golgotha in the custody of the Roman soldiers, the Jewish guards hurried back to the temple to relate what was being done to the Master. In the course of this meeting, Judas arrived, looking to claim the honor and recognition that he believed would be his as a result of his betrayal of Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane.

    Instead, he found a very unsympathetic audience. In fact, the Jewish rulers really disliked Judas and his betraying ways. So, it was a great surprise to Judas when he learned that the only recognition that he was going to get was in the form of a bag containing thirty pieces of silver. Judas tried to go into the chamber and plead his case, but was told to go away. And he did so, feeling completely disillusioned and humiliated.

    When he saw Jesus’ cross being raised on Golgotha, he rushed back to the chamber where the rulers were meeting and tried to give the money back to them. He was beginning to feel remorse and regret over what he had done, but no one was sympathetic to him. They once again told him to go away. And as he left the chambers, he took the bag with the money and threw the silver coins on the temple floor.

    In a daze, Judas wandered the streets until he reached the place called the Valley of Hinnom, where he took the belt from his robes, and used it to hang himself from a tree. And when the knot gave way, he fell to his death on the rocks below.

  • Judas’ Reward for Betraying Jesus - Thirty Pieces of Silver

    After the final decree of death, Jesus was delivered to the Roman soldiers who would take him to Golgotha for crucifixion. And while this was happening, a meeting took place between the Jewish guards, the chief priest, and assorted Sanhedrists, who convened to discuss these recent happenings. Into this meeting, Judas Iscariot appeared in order to claim the reward that he expected to receive for his role in delivering Jesus up for arrest.

    But these Jews did not welcome Judas. In fact, they detested him and made no secret about their feelings towards him. Judas didn’t like their attitude and he began to feel uneasy about what he had done; his conscience was beginning to bother him. Nevertheless, he still expected to be recognized. He thought highly of himself and felt that he had done a service for his country for which he deserved honor. So, he was more than surprised when Caiaphas’ servant took him out of the hall and placed in his hands a bag containing thirty pieces of silver, saying: “Judas, I have been appointed to pay you for the betrayal of Jesus. Here is your reward.” Thirty pieces of silver was the going rate for a healthy slave.

    Judas could not believe his ears. He tried to run back into the chamber, but the gatekeeper barred the way. They would not let him back in. Judas blamed them for allowing him to betray Jesus and then giving him such an insulting reward. He walked away in a fog and automatically dropped the money bag into his robes, where he once had kept the funds for the apostles. He felt humiliated and completely defeated. And severe disillusionment was growing in his mind. He wandered through the city streets among the crowds who were heading out to see the crucifixion of Jesus and the two thieves.

  • Judas Tries to Return the Reward

    As he looked into the distance, he saw Jesus being hoisted up on his cross. This sight prompted him to run back to the temple and, this time, he forced his way into the chamber where the meeting was still in session. He was out of breath and very upset, but he managed to say: “I have sinned in that I have betrayed innocent blood. You have insulted me. You have offered me as a reward for my service, money—the price of a slave. I repent that I have done this; here is your money. I want to escape the guilt of this deed.”

    These men laughed at Judas, and one of them answered: “Your Master has already been put to death by the Romans, and as for your guilt, what is that to us? See you to that—and begone!”

    So again, he left the chamber. But now, he removed the silver pieces from the bag and threw them across the temple floor, just wanting to be rid of this evidence of his betrayal of the Master. Suddenly, Judas was alone and coming to a reckoning with himself; it began to dawn on his mind what the true nature of his acts meant. All of the honor and glory that he imagined in his mind, all the vainglorious illusions that he nurtured, and all the excitement and exhilaration that he had felt at getting revenge, suddenly vanished. He was face-to-face with his disillusioned and disappointed soul. The facts were decidedly unromantic and the harvest of his sin against Jesus was bitter.

  • Judas’ Humiliation and Remorse Ends in Suicide

    Judas now walked alone through the streets, full of despair and guilt and remorse. He walked as a man forsaken into the lonely valley of Hinnom and climbed up on the steep rocks. He took off his belt and tied one end to a tree and the other end around his neck and jumped off the edge. But before he died by strangulation, the knot that he had tied came loose, and Judas—one time ambassador of the kingdom of heaven—crashed to his death onto the rocks below.

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